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i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
c'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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i'm in some very ZEN mood. it's amazing. i stuffed my face without feeling guilty. and it wasn't emo eating. it was a genuine I AM HUNGRY feeling. haha. quite funny. it all started yestd, when pc dr called and started talking about spending money on FOOD. and talking about how much FOOD she'd eaten. pam you really should stop talking about food! i sense that i have been possessed by your aggressive eating side. those FRIDGE RAIDS you used to carry out... they were scary man. haha but you ran so much so it didn't matter. for ME however, i see immediate results. haha. ha. ha. ha.
lalala i am fat.
training today was damn slack. but it was so weird cos i didn't care. ahah. told you i'm in a ZEN mood. i didn't try to do more. i didn't try to bargain with the pot to do more either. ooh lala. what is becoming of me! i'm developing a BOCHAP attitude! haha only jeans (my new nickname for jina) and i were there. felt like i was on holiday. esp since pot was busy with his fav student jw. haha.
OKAY. i should really stop wasting time and blogging. although this really does help me to develop a more healthy emotional state. haha.
COME ON! TIME TO STUDY!
haha i'm still very hungry. is hungary playing in the world cup tonight or sth? (sorry i don't keep up with cups) i'm really very hungry! FOOD. haha.